[it's when his hands are free that he can look up again, although he still can't meet Kaworu's bright eyes with his own, which are suddenly looking a bit haggard, and maybe weepy.
He can't deal with everything else Kaworu just said. It makes him feel good, and at the same time how dare he feel good about that? And, how ridiculous, unfair, it is to be in this position...]
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He can't deal with everything else Kaworu just said. It makes him feel good, and at the same time how dare he feel good about that? And, how ridiculous, unfair, it is to be in this position...]
.....If you want to get them.